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Well, with life and how it goes, when your up, your up and when your down, eventually things will look up again. Sometimes good things take longer to accomplish, but I am proud to say I have finally reached a milestone within my life. Yes getting engaged was huge, and definitely a milestone, but what I am referring to is that almost 2 years ago, unemployed and broke, I walked into ITT Tech with a goal in mind. That goal was to accomplishment a degree and find a job with an advancement opportunity. So fast forward now, and I have just less then 3 months left until graduation, and already the best advance opportunity of my life is in front of me.

Starting September 29th, 2008 I will be working down In Austin Texas. Why this change is going to be hard and me and my family, It will go along ways towards my overall goals and career path in life. Look for allot more to come off this trip, being this website here will most likely be my forms of communication for whats going on in my life.

One Day More!

Yes thats right, one day more to go and then I am on my own… One day more and I will be a free man. Tomorrow I will finially be off this horrid house arrest and will be able to step outside for a breath of fresh air, be able to go for a walk, and even better, drink a beer! All in all, i have learned my lesson, and that is DRINK @ HOME! its cheaper, and best of all, there is no driving involved. for everyone else out there who chooses to drink at bars, call a cab or walk but DONT DRIVE.

One bad day. . .

The day was Tuesday and it started out like every other with us running late to work. Right away I had this feeling in the pit of my stomach that maybe I should have just stayed in bed, but I tried to shrug it off and get on my marry way.

While driving to work I noticed instantly that my truck was making this bad, consistent knocking noise as we drove on the way to work. This pinging noise was very loud and very annoying. My initial though was that my shocks have finally busted and the internal metal was griding on every bump. This reasoning was due to the fact that my ex-mechanic told me the original noise was coming from my shocks and we were good for probably another 6 months if needed.

While making it to work, I told the fiancĂ©e that I would call and schedule an appointment that day for a repair of the truck’s shocks. As I was walking into work I realized I still had her cell in my pocket from this A.M. Now freaking out a little bit because knowing the condition of the truck and her not having a phone I begun to get paranoid. Started calling her office at 8:15, no answer, 8:23, no answer, then again at 8:30 no answer. Finally entering freak out mode I called one last time at 8:35 and she just walked in the door. Relieved I asked if the truck made it ok, she said yes but it was smoking. NOT GOOD.

Scheduling an appointment I found out the shocks were only gonna run me under 400 total for the repair. Thank god I can afford that. well I received this phone call at 12:15 from the auto shop with not so good news. They knew for sure it was not my shocks being my front tire was leaning 30 degrees out. FUCK. Right away I knew the bill would increase by at least double. Sitting and freaking out for 2 hours I reciever another call and this time they had the finial estimate and the problem.

When ever you mechanic calls and ask if your sitting down, you know thats not a good sign. I simply replied to him, “Nope, smoking a cig, shoot” . Well the real damage came out, and the cost for repair did too. I only wish it was double. instead it was gonna run me almost $1300 just to make the vehicle drivable again. This does not include the front and back breaks that need to be done as well, but I can do those a whole lot cheaper. Now in official panic mode, as we now have no working car, I live 10 miles from work, and shes 15 miles, no public transportation out my way and no money to pay this repair bill.

Thank goodness we arrived alive from our trip, being how bad the condition of the truck. Thank god for good friends in life who will help you out in a time of need. Without these people I would be up shits creak with no paddle.

Oh and to top off my “great” day, when I arrived home Tuesday night, I arrived with the surprise of being locked out. Since I needed to be inside my house no later then 6pm, I resorted to breaking my back window to enter they house. Lucky enough I have, well now had, extra replacement windows to replace those that I broke.

All in all, never again do I want to hear the phrase

“When it Rains, It Pours”

Sh!t L!st

How one person can just ruin your good mood in just a few minutes.

http://rcjr84.wordpress.com/shitlist

Unfair Justice. . .

So after a long awaited 9 months i finally stepped up and went to court for my DUI from last December. Court went rather well and I only received 9 months of probation along with of course my mandatory 10 day sentence. Now the Judge said she had no problem with me being released on house arrest with a work release because I am a low risk individual, however due to Nebraska state Law I have to first self-surrender and THEN they will process me for house arrest. The only issue. . . is they dont have to grant the house arrest.

Yeah no granting me house arrest will simply just ruin my world as now i just found out the company i have poured my heart and soul into for the past 2 years will terminate me if I am unable to work during that 10 day period. So I would get locked up for 10 days, loose $700 in pay and THEN get fired. wow what a week.

All i can say is IF i get fired over this, there will be consequences to pay. .

Tick-Tock

Done with school and nervous for the days ahead. . .

Reaching for the Sky???

Some days this is how I fell, just always looking up wishing, praying, wanting more. Maybe I try too hard to want, and not enough to achieve?

This was taken in St Louis, in 2006. This was also taken the last time I took a vacation. since then I have been working for almost 2 years, going to school and working full time.

You want to believe that things happen for a reason, and I really truly try to believe that, but then again if all this is to be happening I really wish I would begin to see the reason behind it? besides the 2 great love in my life I’d be lost further in the sky then I am currently.

Graduation is quickly approaching. Will I make it? Yes I will, but its going to take a vast amount of time, and effort to pull off the greatest victory of my life to date, and thats a degree.

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